saintlaila

Ked som cestovala naposledy z jedneho stretnutia, mala som nejaku tu svoju klasicku melancholicko-hlbavu naladu. Ked sme vchadzali do stanice v Leopoldove, na zaciatku nastupista som videla asi najkrajsiu sceneriu za posledny rok, ked teda nepocitam tie mnohe nadherne objatia vdaka ktorym zijem. Mozno poznate ten moment, kedy sa cas akoby zastavil a vy si uvedomujete, ake je nadherne a zaujimave miesto, kde prave ste. Na zaciatku toho nastupista, este vzdialenom od stanice sedel pod makkym svetlom poulicnej lampy. obklopeny tmou, par. V tureckych sedoch boli do seba zakliesneni, ona ho objimala a on jej hladil vlasy. Nemalo to nic s erotikou,

I dont know that it is from the weather or not, but I feel good. After very long time Im fine. And one thing know I absolutely, I need new work!

The last three day I had spend with crying. Yesterday morning was I persuaded, that all my relations are cleared up. At night I was on a trip with my ex and some friends. It was something between happynes and sadism to look at him. I was jaelous when some girls spoke with him. Today I think, that ...I dont know what I think and feel. Its hard... Now I speculate, its all about relationes so difficult?..